Love.

Glad that finally i woke up from the past.

Kay, i got slammed by the van door :(  Painful, cant really straight it. yeah, i careless, stupid and whatever shit you think i am. but fuck did you know all those words can hurt the person deeply? Ever think about the person feelings? Nyai NEVER say those words, never will, i know her very well. Even if its entirely my fucking fault. No, i'm not pamper by her but instead of saying that she will just at least say nice things. How I wish , I could go up to nyai hug her and say I had enough of this, i cannot take it any longer i need you by my side. I can only say it to myself. Small things can upset me a lot. What a cry baby.

Fuck it fuck everyone. Fuck fuck away from here is the best.