Limits.

It doesn't feel great crying yourself to sleep everynight calling your gm name. It doesn't feel great that you dont even give a fuck, 18 years. Yes, its been 18 years. All those 15 years you just dont give a damn. 15 years granny and uncle took care of me instead of you, know everything about me. And then after that you took me back to the place i didn't want to be. My childhood nights wasn't great when dad's on drugs and both of you kept fighting while i hide under the blanket every single time. I never really tell anyone about this. I didnt want everyone to think that i live in a pity childhood. Every night i have to deal with it, till granny took care of me. Those fucking moments, i still remember them. You both just dont care. Yeah, its nice without having to talk to you. But this isn't what i want cause all those 15 years i live in the care of granny's.